I am determined to see things differently.
I am determined to see my son’s impatience differently. I know this is not typical of him and is a result of his depression and anxiety, nevertheless, I judged him for it and felt irritated. I call it irritation because I tamped it down so that it didn’t reach the level of what I think of as anger.
But as Jesus tells us in this lesson, ⁵You will become increasingly aware that a slight twinge of annoyance is nothing but a veil drawn over intense fury. I may as well say that I was enraged by his impatience, which is just insane.
That I remembered it so quickly from yesterday must mean that some of that repressed rage was seeping out. This is the problem of repressing rather than forgiving. It is not really gone because we pushed it away. To be free, we must forgive it and thus let it go.
And remember, we do this for all of us and thus free us all. Or we keep it and imprison ourselves (all of ourselves) in the world.
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