Hello Every Light of Love,
This day I began with reading in The Course. (Last numbers indicate paragraph.)
T. 17, §1:3 “When you maintain that there must be an order of difficulty in miracles, all you mean is that there are some things [thoughts] you would withhold from truth. You believe truth cannot deal with them only because you would keep them from truth.”
5: “When you try to bring truth to illusions, you are trying to make illusions real, and keep them by justifying your belief in them, but give illusions to truth is to enable truth to teach you that illusions are unreal, and thus enable you to escape from them.
6: “Be willing then to give all you have held outside the truth to Him Who knows truth, and in Whom all is brought to truth. ……..Forget not this: when you become disturbed and lose your peace of mind because another is attempting to solve his problems through fantasy [illusion], you are refusing to forgive yourself for just this same attempt.
And you are holding both of you away from truth and from salvation.”
“As you forgive him, you restore to truth what was denied by both of you.”
3:20 p.m. (me): I set aside the willful voice of pain and accept the Love of God in me. I feel the Love of God within me now (perfect happiness]. 5:05: “Constant suffering is a sure sign that you are fighting with your own [true] will. Give your daily activities over for God’s doing.”
Spirit:
Sara, you asked earlier to see what grievance you were holding, that you could not rest peacefully. A grievance is an attack on God’s plan for saving His Son, it is another attack on forgiveness. This grievance is the anger that part of mind feels towards the part that chose to accept this currant dream role. This is the insanity of egoic system, that it attacks itself, believing that it can attack you or your True Self. It believes that it can attack and has attacked. It believes there is no release, no forgiveness for its attack on Love, on Heaven, on Creation.
Since you have come to recognize there are 2 different belief systems in the mind, you also discern the split between the two. This is the explanation that you can presently understand. You will move into the understanding, that in truth, there is no split.
You wanted your mind to be healed, for false beliefs to be undone. This experience of the mind attacking the body, will reveal to you many of the meaningless beliefs you are ready to let go of. This is the “purpose” of, if you will, this experience.
You do not have to “plan” or prepare for release of any of the sick, unhappy thoughts. You are willing and ready to let them go. This is your only part: it is not your job to attempt what H.S. will do for you.
Be you glad, you have come far along your path and now are wiling to walk with Spirit on a joyous path.
(me): Thank you very much for this explanation. I can accept peace again and know that I am perfectly happy. TYVM
I am at peace with myself, the world and everyone in it. I am safe forever. All is well. TYG, I love You, God.
I had doubt and fears come to my mind about how this inner healing would be accepted by any other person.
This brought to my mind “The Mentor Within;” telling Mary Gerard: “You have nothing to prove to anyone; what is the worst that can happen? Look how healed you are when you let your Self be seen. All that happens is love.…”
If I still have pockets, corners where the fear of Love hides, they will will not last long. They will be taken to the truth and the H.S. will lovingly transform the fear to light.
If I have thoughts that I have to “prove” anything to my partner, that I have to convince him that the healing I feel within, is fact—- then I’m falling into a trap cunningly constructed by egoic system.
I project my fear that this Inner Healing is rift with dangers, that the perfect happiness will alienate his affection for me.
Or that he will succumb to feeling more unworthy than he may now.
That last idea stems from my false thought that I would not be worthy of receiving the inner Guidance that I “saw” so many others had. That I would not ever be worthy to be a channel for perfect Love, and true happiness. I need <u>not</u> this idea!! It has been undone. I accept the truth of what I really am. (And let my mind be wholly healed today).
TYG, I Love You, God!
Please note; the italisized sentences in this entry are from Mary Gerard’s book, “The Mentor Within.”
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