Once again, this computer seemed to be silenced, due to a malfunctioning DSL modem. Everything is in perfect order—- even when I do not know what that order is!
Hello dear Lights,
As I continued to follow Spirit in my stay at the U.W. Hospital, I would read The Course. My thoughts this day began with looking up the possible “metaphysical” cause of lupus…. the word anger stood out to me at that moment.
L. L. Hays—“A giving up. Better to die then stand up for oneself. Anger and punishment.” (for Lupus)
If I am angry at the world for it’s injustices to me, then I will perceive the witnesses to the insane ego system. I will perceive a world of hatred, malice and death. A world without grace, mercy or love. A world blind to the “needs” of the innocent who appear to live there.
As my anger is projected, then I believe that punishment will be returned to me. By making attack possible—- it must follow that I will be attacked.
Spirit: This is the insane thought of ego system. You do not want guilt yet the ego system is maintained only by guilt. This system will not give up guilt. It thrives and depends on guilt. This system of thought will never allow you to “see” (perceive) the true glory that is you, your Self.
You choose to deceive your self, to choose illusions over truth. Your power of choice will free you. The power of your choice will lift you out of illusion.
You can receive the help from H.S. or Christ mind by simply choosing innocence.
Deceive yourself no more with images of anger and despair. Of a world condemning you in every step. You cannot attack the truth.
There is no reason for attack.
You can release your anger at God and the world.
This you do by no longer valuing anger and attack.
(me) Thank U God, I love U God! H.S., help me see only innocence. TYVM
7 am: (Me) When I give up my purpose for the world, and let H.S. show me the purpose, I free myself and my brothers from illusions. The healing of mind is the only purpose this world has. Being able to look past the forms and images, to recognize the Christ and Light within is the greatest gift I can give. By looking for innocence in everything I save the world and myself. I free my brothers from their images and my own.
In recognizing innocence (sinlessness) in all, I find my Self. I allow God’s plan to work and His Word to heal. By using His plan I am released and all the world with me.
My teacher is clear in this plan, and He knows it cannot fail. His function is done. There is no other plan that will heal all minds, banishing all thoughts of sin, separation, or guilt.
——I will follow Him, certain that His direction gives me peace. Amen.
8:45 am; What God Values—I cannot make valueless. I cannot make my self valueless.
Spirit: You will see innocence when you want to give only peace to your brother; when you want to have your brother be happy. Only by seeing his innocence is he saved from a meaningless dream, with your self as well. Desire only his peace of mind, want his happiness and it will be yours.
Attack is not real. there is no attack in God, so there is none in you. Within its enclosed belief system, ego thought thinks it is right. It thinks attack is possible and that you can attack and have attacked. Because you can attack, it then dictates that you can be attacked from outside. It upholds it’s system with fear and guilt. It would have you attack in defense of its world. It deems that attack is justified—- whatever form it may take.
The ego believes it is right because it thinks it knows what is good or bad for you. Remember always that the ego does not know, nor will it ever know anything. When you experience the feeling of “being right” then it is certain the ego is driving your bus. It engenders the feeling that you “know” but this is not true. True knowing abides in peace and joy. When you have true knowing, you experience peace, a great relief and feeling of freedom. There is no pressure feeling, no tenseness, no judgment, no fear of being wrong.
ACIM quotes: “There is no miracle you can have unless you want it. & All healing is release from the past.”
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