Hello One Light,
I had some projections going on, that I looked at with my observer mind. The following 3 paragraps are the thoughts I made notes of, the remainder is then what H.S. gave me.
There it is again—thinking I have to run my own show because I have to rely on myself. Having expectations and demands of the way things should be.
Instead of truly listening I have been demanding that “outside” circumstances change. I have conveniently denied that what I “see” outside is only the reflection of my state of mind.
Thinking that I “know” what I want brings me pain. The ego mind thinks this is good because it thinks pain is pleasure or joy. If I think that real joy and love are pain then I will avoid them at all cost. Therefore, let me be taught by a Teacher that knows the truth and knows What I am.
What do I want? I want peace. Everything I seem to do in my dream world is the attempt to claim peace as mine. I look for peace, because in peace I feel the Love and It’s abiding state of safeness and love.
Spirit: Your “purpose” is to love. If you follow the ego mind then you cannot love, for the ego system knows nothing of love. If you follow Spirit, then no matter the outer appearance or circumstance, you will extend love in whatever way is most helpful.
You do not need a counterbalance, nor a plan, nor defense or attack to survive in the world. All is given to you; all is given to all.
Sara, practice your listening all thru the day, with eyes open. It is by your level of peace as to which voice you hear. If you are ‘planning’ for an unknown future, that is not peace. If you are visiting the past, that is not peace. If you are doubting, questioning, procrastinating, those are not peace. You need not wonder “when” your desires will be filled or how and when to extend love. Be open to the Presence that is within you—-your Inner Spirit will Guide you in every moment. As you practice listening all thru the day, you will find the perfect times for scribing
and journaling, for you will be Guided to them and through them.
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