What am I learning from this experience? The experience of illness, limitation.
This is not being done to me—I am doing this (dreaming this). My fear thoughts (self-hate) have come forth, they have come up for forgiveness.
I am learning that instead of making this dream more real, I am to let go of the hurtful attack thoughts and be willing to accept H.S.’s judgment in place of my own.
My desire makes it so—even if my desire is wrong (insane, backwards, hurtful). I am learning that my desire for punishment (illness) is what I receive.
Until the belief in my sinfulness is undone, I will still manifest the effects of “punishment.” (The ego sez) If I have taken God’s power from Him, then He cannot have the power to “save” me.
Dear Father, I give welcome to the truth. I clear the alter for It’s presence.
I am still as Love created me. Love is the way I walk in gratitude. Amen.
Spirit:
Oh my child, if you only knew of the treasure that is yours! If you knew of the Love that abides with you, is in you, that sustains you eternally. You would, at the littlest thought of separation, remember. The little thoughts of fear cannot prevail against Truth. They are meaningless; merely mists in the in the sanctuary of your mind. They are nothing. What is unreal does not exist.
The egoic mind does not want you to remember that: “What is unreal does not exist.” It’s whole being depends on not being exposed as nothing. It seems to have unlimited supply of thoughts to disregard the truth. This is because you are now aware of it’s irrational system of defense. The ego always looks to justify its definition of “you;” it finds imperfection of any kind to keep it’s system intact and to keep you uncertain (of what you are).
Me: I may feel like like I can’t “control” the body (muscle response) but I can “control” the mind. I can certainly choose to give all fearful, all unloving thoughts over for correction. This correction or miracle comes only from the True Self. My choice is to follow Love and listen only to Love’s Voice. (Amen)
What is unloving can hardly be true—-(although I have taught myself the opposite).
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