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Miracles News,
January-March, 2011
This morning when I woke up I immediately noticed that Kathy had risen before me and gone downstairs. This was unusual because she always worked later than me and thus usually rose after me. I also wondered, “What is she doing downstairs that would cause her to rise so early?” And then I remembered… The day that my life ended? And the day (that same day) that my life, a new now, began again?
Seemingly, on July 19th, when I repeatedly kissed the river coldness of Kathy’s body, I immediately slipped into a twilight zone of another dimension.
Looking back now after nearly five months have gone by, I remember India’s old custom of “suttee,” where the widow casts herself onto her husband’s funeral pyre, and burns to death. “Suttee” is still used to describe the widow, in India, who voluntarily wishes to do this.
After kissing Kathy’s cold hands, lips and brow, it seemed as if coldness had entered me. I remember feeling that what I was witnessing, was not real — that what I was experiencing was a nightmare from which I really looked forward to waking up.
It would be such a joyous occasion to see her move and feel her warmth, again! The warmth in my own body had completely vanished. And I felt that warmth was gone forever. I was alive in the sense of being able to move my body, but I was not alive in the sense of my feeling any body warmth or feelings of my own. Kind of like a living, but cold, corpse? A shocked, corpse? Somehow, in my thoughts, I had seemingly embraced and retained the coldness of Kathy’s body, and had done a “voluntary cold suttee” and given up my own zest for life, my body warmth for life and, in a shocking instant, entered into a dimension of no warmth at all, seemingly forever.
Numerous times I had said to Kathy, “I know that you are only a dream (and what a dream!), but I am really attached to my dream of you.” And Kathy’s response was always, “It is only a body” — Kathy’s five words, her belief, which now, after all these months finally are unfolding their meaning for me.
A psychic friend shared with me that Kathy’s greatest fear was that I would die before her. Now I understand the reluctance of the survivor to continue living a life that has lost its meaning, lost its warmth, because the joy and the warmth in that key relationship are no longer there.
But help does come unexpectedly, when one is willing to be open to guidance. And so it finally happened for me.
A loved one mailed me the book Too Soon Old, Too Late Smart, by Gordon Livingston M.D., a psychiatrist. I am now reading the book for the fourth time. (I recognize myself as a slow learner.) 😊 . It is thirty short essays based on Gordon’s personal experiences and those of some of his clients.
One of the short essays is: “Love Is Never Lost, Not Even In Death.” Gordon’s two son’s died about 13 months apart, a six year old to leukemia, and a brilliant 21 year old, to suicide. Gordon admits, that in his own grief, he contemplated suicide. Then this insightful, grieving and distraught doctor went on to talk about how the death of our loved ones invokes in us, or brings up in us, feelings of love that are much stronger for that lost person than we had ever suspected were in us while the loved one was still alive.
Thus the dilemma — What do you do now with that exceedingly great love, greater than what you were aware of during your loved one’s life? Especially now, when that loved one is no longer alive to share that love with? Gordon’s answer? “You give that love to others, thus honoring the memory of the beloved.” (And, in so doing, I believe, honoring all others, self, and The Divine.)
NOW it seems as if the real twilight zone has crept up on me and seemingly whisked me off into the true dimension — A dimension of gratefulness so complete that it slips over into unspeakable awe and then, profoundly, into inner peace.
Teacher Kathy lived such a life, hour by hour, every hour, day by day, every day. Two of her favorite words were, ONEderful and JOYning. Kathy said them and wrote them frequently.
She is my role model. Others have said and written that Kathy is their role model, also. And so, now, I am always warmed with the JOYning presence of angels, angel bodies and angel spirits in me, in front of me, on the phone, or in e-mails. Now, when ONEderfully JOYning…. I always smile, because… in the oneness… an angel joyfully dances….
Rev. Robert Thompson is a Pathways of Light minister living in Portage, Wisconsin. Web site: wwwbumpityroad.org
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Miracles News,
January-March, 2011
“Now are we one with Him Who is our Source.” ACIM Lesson 164
Amazing how Spirit works. I have not heard from my youngest daughter for some time and have been unable to reach her. Mystified, I went to sleep asking for Peace.
I had a dream of climbing a slippery wide ladder with my youngest daughter, as a little girl, climbing along side of me to a ‘loft of safety.’ We were near the top and others who had made it were encouraging us. I was tired and having trouble hanging on and couldn’t help my struggling little girl and I asked those above to help her. They reached down and pulled her to safety as I made it over the ledge. I asked for her and went into the room they pointed to. I heard sobs coming from a form rolled up in a blanket and took her into my arms, holding and comforting her as I woke up.
I asked for the meaning of the dream. The slippery aspect of the ladder was my self-doubt. “Why my youngest child?” I asked. “Did I wound her?” “Yes” was the answer. She was six and my attention and focus was on my two oldest acting-out adolescents. She was a trouble-free independent little girl who, at times, tried to comfort me and never shared her feelings. Deep remorse and tears flowed as I recalled this time in my life and my neglect of this precious child. Now this unhealed memory was coming up for her and she is acting accordingly.
I wrote a letter of confession and request for forgiveness for behaviors reflecting my own unhealed childhood and effects of Christian fundamentalism, a fear-based distortion of Jesus message. The Christ presence within, her true Self, Source could help her parent and heal this wounded inner child. I shared the love I feel for her and my availability when she is ready.
Opening A Course in Miracles to Lesson 164, I felt a holy instant had transpired in the present moment — the Now. Oneness was felt as I heard the Father’s call and allowed the Christ in me to answer. Indeed, grief was laid by. Now is Christ’s power in your mind, to heal as you were healed. Then, your doubts are meaningless for God is certain. His sureness lies beyond our every doubt. His Love remains beyond our every fear… Beyond all dreams.
Every word in this lesson came to life, as I had lived it.
Rev. Petra Rose Sundheim, O.M.C., is a Pathways of Light minister living in Kauai, Hawaii.
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Miracles News,
January-March, 2011
Peace is the Way through the Door
Creating a Life waiting for you to live it.
Nothing to postpone until the
circumstances are just right.
Nothing to delay until you
can slip out of sight.
All your needs will be met,
All you fears have been wept.
Leave your bags at the door
and your weariness too.
Let Peace be your friend and
Create a friend out of you.
What’s the point you say?
Your life is on a roll?
I will tell you this,
Life is taking its toll.
Hold on, wait up, I’m not finished yet.
I heard your sighs today,
Your worries and your frets.
Yet, I also see your joy
In the way you and I met.
You are exquisite my friend —
No matter what.
No need to believe Me,
Experience it for your Self.
I am asking for your help
In a world that needs a friend.
There are hearts and minds among us
Who do not know how to mend.
This is where we come in, you and I.
Together we can see their wholeness
In the blink of One Eye.
Think you are not the one
Who could ever make a difference?
Perhaps you are thinking
Who am I to undo this nonsense?
Yet, you are the one,
You will do greater things than Me.
And the mending will be done
As friend to friend is willing to see.
I delight in a way
In both your frenzy and dismay,
For I know around the corner
Is a friend willing to see you and say:
Thank you for helping me
To remember who I am,
An Inspiring Heart-Mind and
In this moment your friend.
Here it is the meaningful life you seek.
Real meaning and true joy
Have not begun to reach their peak.
There is a Great Inspiration within you
And it isn’t happenstance
That you and that Great Inspiration
Are One in the Dance.
Gotta Dance!
Rev. Mary Gerard Lenihan is a Pathways of Light minister living in St. Louis, Missouri. She is author of the books Visions of Illumination, The Mentor Within and the inspiring new CD Album WNYHOO Now!. Web site: http://www.pauseforinspiration.org
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Miracles News,
January-March, 2011
As a newly ordained minister of Pathways of Light, my ego often tries to make me feel that I’m not yet worthy of making a substantial contribution to our membership. Fortunately, I have so much faith in our Father in Heaven, that I have the strength to bid these thoughts farewell and I will keep chasing them away till they know they are too weak to try to enter. A large part of me must have felt unworthy of my new title or the Holy Spirit decided to be very forceful about teaching me and others some lessons.
On Sept 26, 2010, I became an ordained minister of Pathways of Light. I did not celebrate that ordination as I would have expected. Problems in my home life and finances lead me to make a quick decision to move from Memphis to Orlando. I had been jobless a little over a month and my daughter wanted to attend law school In Orlando.
My daughter and I sought jobs from the moment we arrived here but the economy is more dire than the politicians wish to admit. Finally, after a few weeks of full time searching and one half hour before starting my Miracles Practitioner Abundance Awareness course, I got called for an interview with a specialty medical practice. After being hired immediately the next day, I was sure I was being saved from further worry and pain. The office needed more emergency help so a few days later, they hired my daughter, too.
Well, in the world of form and dreams, if something is too good to be true than it must be, and it was. We were treated very disrespectfully and the work environment deteriorated over the next two weeks. The staff seemed to lack any understanding of abundance and I wondered how that was a reflection of myself. I questioned my own attitude of gratitude.
Prayers to the Holy Spirit lead us to decide to quit and we left disappointed and dismayed. Shortly after, my daughter took a telemarketing job that was less than candid about how they paid so we had to get food from the free pantries. This past Wednesday night I was talking about my story with Rev. Annie and my Abundance Awareness class. A little later during the class, Rev. Annie was reading a passage and I felt my biological mother speak through her. Not knowing what I was experiencing, she said that the Holy Spirit was telling her that I was being taken care of.
At that moment, in the joy of that light, I recognized in my heart what abundance really means. It felt and feels so wonderful, knowing I am safe and protected in His loving arms. That is an understanding of abundance like I have never known or experienced before. And to further this learning, I found a Gregorian chant titled Moment of Peace which I played over and over as I was channeling our higher Selves.
After listening one last time, I called to join the minister’s teleconference on Sunday. Mary was telling each of us as we called in, that we were having peace extended to us and to extend that peace. This was more validation that I was to find my peace in our Father’s safety and protection, knowing that I could trust him to care for me and us.
It is the Christmas season and time to look with light to a brighter future. Christ lives in us and for us. Praise be to God and to our eternal Oneness.
Rev. Rebecca Brown, O.M.C., is a Pathways of Light minister living in Orlando, Florida.
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Below are example references to specific sentences using the notation of the Second & Third Editions of A Course in Miracles published by the Foundation for Inner Peace:
T-26.IV.4:7 = Text, Chapt. 26, Section IV, paragraph 4, sentence 7.
W-169.5:2 = Workbook, Lesson 169, paragraph 5, sentence 2.
W-pII.1.1:1 = Workbook, Part II, Question 1, paragraph 1, sentence 1.
M-13.3:2 = Manual for Teachers, Question 13, paragraph 3, sentence 2.
C-6.4:6 = Clarification of Terms, Term 6, paragraph 4, sentence 6
The above numbering system of the Second & Third Editions published by The Foundation for A Course in Miracles
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