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Study of Text, Chapter10: III. The End of Sickness, P 5. 6-24-15

IV. The End of Sickness P 5
5 You are not free to give up freedom, but only to deny it. You cannot do what God did not intend, because what He did not intend does not happen. Your gods do not bring chaos; you are endowing them with chaos, and accepting it of them. All this has never been. Nothing but the laws of God has ever been, and nothing but His Will, will ever be. You were created through His laws and by His Will, and the manner of your creation established you a creator. What you have made is so unworthy of you that you could hardly want it, if you were willing to see it as it is. You will see nothing at all. And your vision will automatically look beyond it, to what is in you and all around you. Reality cannot break through the obstructions you interpose, but it will envelop you completely when you let them go.

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I am free regardless of the experience I have chosen. I cannot undo my Self. I can only choose to experience chaos instead of my natural state, which is peace. I am not being asked to re-make what I destroyed in my choice for separation, because nothing was destroyed. I am only being asked to accept what remains perfectly intact.

It cannot be difficult to simply accept what is true. And yet, I see that my sight is often determinedly fixed on the illusory state of being that I chose as my experience. I see separation everywhere I look. I see its affects; I see anger, fear, guilt, jealousy, sickness, all manner of suffering, and death. I see it as if it is real and true and the mind balks at the idea this is only an illusion and that the truth is its exact opposite.

This is the reason I give workshops and write about releasing guilt and accepting responsibility for our lives. I talk about how Jesus starts early, with Lesson 15 that tells us our thoughts are images we have made, and Lesson 152 that tells us that the world is a representation of our wishes. I remind myself all the time that Jesus says that we but do this to ourselves. I go back to Lesson 325 that describes the process we use to make the images that seem to be our lives.

I focus on this in my teaching because it helps me to learn to believe what Jesus tells us all through the Course. God creates the eternal and the unchanging. Nothing about us has changed even in the slightest. We remain as we were created. We are part of God and in God. Our minds are very holy, and there is nothing our holiness cannot do. And everything else is an imaginative representation of an idea that entered the mind of the Son. It is not real and could never be real no matter how realistic it seems.

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Study of Text, Chapter10: III. The End of Sickness, P 4. 6-23-15

IV. The End of Sickness P 4
4 God’s laws will keep your mind at peace because peace is His Will, and His laws are established to uphold it. His are the laws of freedom, but yours are the laws of bondage. Since freedom and bondage are irreconcilable, their laws cannot be understood together. The laws of God work only for your good, and there are no other laws beside His. Everything else is merely lawless and therefore chaotic. Yet God Himself has protected everything He created by His laws. Everything that is not under them does not exist. “Laws of chaos” is a meaningless term. Creation is perfectly lawful, and the chaotic is without meaning because it is without God. You have “given” your peace to the gods you made, but they are not there to take it from you, and you cannot give it to them.

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This is what chaos looks like. As I was trying to fall asleep last night I started thinking about some advise I gave a co-worker earlier in the day. The more I thought about it, I realized I needed to recant what I had said. It was not good advice. I thought about calling her first thing in the morning before she acted on it. I thought about what I would say, how I would phrase it. I replayed the original event in my mind. In other words, I obsessed about it until it grew all out of proportion.

I finally pulled myself out of it and asked Holy Spirit to remind me to call in the morning, and to direct my words. For a moment I was at peace and then I started thinking about my upcoming stress test and I obsessed about that for awhile.  And so on, for way too long. I wound up feeling like everything in my life was wrong and then it went downhill from there.

My mind was chaotic with nonsense thoughts. This is the law of the ego.  It is the natural consequence of seeing each person, each thing and each circumstance as separate from each other and each requiring its own specific solution. It becomes a never ending job and an impossible job. There is no peace when I look at the world with the ego mind.

Peace came when I asked for help to see clearly. I thought of the co-worker and gave the uncertainty and regret to the Holy Spirit. I thought of the stress test and gave the fear that evoked to the Holy Spirit. I did this with each emotional response to the worries and fears and all the guilt that accompanied them. I asked for His judgment on each in place of my own judgment.

In each case, He reminded me that I am loved and guided through every problem life presents. His judgment of each circumstance was the same. God still loves me and this is not His Will. I am innocent and I am as perfect as the moment I was created.  Each person in my worried mind is innocent and perfect. No matter what thorny problem I bring Him, His answer is the same.

I can choose to live under the chaotic laws of the ego, or I can choose to live under the laws of Peace. Always, it is up to me.

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Study of Text, Chapter10: III. The End of Sickness, P 3. 6-22-15

IV. The End of Sickness P 2
3 The Sonship cannot be perceived as partly sick, because to perceive it that way is not to perceive it at all. If the Sonship is one, it is one in all respects. Oneness cannot be divided. If you perceive other gods your mind is split, and you will not be able to limit the split, because it is the sign that you have removed part of your mind from God’s Will. This means it is out of control. To be out of control is to be out of reason, and then the mind does become unreasonable. By defining the mind wrongly, you perceive it as functioning wrongly.

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Jesus says that the Sonship must be perceived as one and that means no part of it can be perceived as sick. The mind will work correctly only in its whole state, because wholeness is the only state of the mind in reality. I was thinking of my computer. If I open the computer up and remove a single part, the whole computer will cease to work as it is designed to, if it works at all.

How do I keep some part of the Sonship separate? I can see this happening when I hold a grievance against someone. The act of holding a grievance is an attack on the Sonship. It is the same as saying that this one is not part of the whole and now the Sonship is missing a vital part. The mind no longer works as it should.

While nothing has happened in reality, we all know how painful it is in our experience when we think we have separated. I think it is important that I be aware that I cannot single out anyone and see that one as guilty or I have, in my mind, destroyed Wholeness. Or to say it differently, I think I have destroyed God because He is no longer whole. It is a replay of the original error. We think we separated from God, and often wonder why we would have made that choice, and yet, each time we hold a grievance against even one person, we are doing it again.

It works the same way within my own thinking. If I believe everything Jesus tells tells me, and I become willing to release all thoughts that are out of alignment with God’s Will, all except for one idea, one ego belief that I think I need to hold onto, then I will not know my own union with the Sonship. This is all or nothing. I am whole and a part of the Whole or I am separate. In no moment can I be as God created me and what I made of myself.  To be as God created me, I must release all that I made to be different than God created.

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Study of Text, Chapter10: III. The End of Sickness, P 2. 6-19-15

IV. The End of Sickness
2 Reality can dawn only on an unclouded mind. It is always there to be accepted, but its acceptance depends on your willingness to have it. To know reality must involve the willingness to judge unreality for what it is. To overlook nothingness is merely to judge it correctly, and because of your ability to evaluate it truly, to let it go. Knowledge cannot dawn on a mind full of illusions, because truth and illusions are irreconcilable. Truth is whole, and cannot be known by part of a mind.

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This is clear to me. I can understand, as a concept, most of what Jesus tells us in the Course, but I cannot truly accept it with a mind clouded with illusions. I cannot believe in wholeness and believe in separation at the same time. If one is true, the other is not. Jesus says that we must be willing to judge unreality for what it is if we want to know reality. We must be willing to overlook nothingness.

It makes perfect sense to me, but I also have trouble doing it sometimes. Yesterday I became very emotional. I had trouble understanding exactly why. I could think of reasons, and I knew something triggered it, but really, I wasn’t clear about what was going on. It didn’t help to try to distance myself from the emotional response. The harder I tried to do that, the more certain I became that there really was something wrong and that this wrongness was reality rather than the peace I had felt before.

What I did, finally, was to ask for help. I turned to the Helpers available to me and asked that my mind be cleared of this confusion. I asked with absolute sincerity and complete certainty that this is what I wanted. Searching for reasons and trying to find my own healing was just making everything worse. I had to turn away from the darkness completely and surrender my own agenda. I had to become fully willing to be healed and when that happened the clouds cleared and I regained clarity.

It was impossible for me to know that I am His Son and beloved of Him, to know that I am cared for and safe, and at the same time to believe that I am a weak and vulnerable body in constant danger and in need of defense. I cannot see the truth of what I am while I am trying to protect myself. I cannot see truth and illusions at the same time.

I still get caught up in the ego web of deception, but I also know that I have help and I am not alone in the process of awakening to the truth. Now that I can think clearly, all this is obvious to me. I choose what I would believe. I choose the ego and I suffer, or I choose to believe the truth and I am at peace.

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Study of Text, Chapter 10: III. The End of Sickness, P 6. 6-17-15

IV. The End of Sickness
1 All magic is an attempt at reconciling the irreconcilable. All religion is the recognition that the irreconcilable cannot be reconciled. Sickness and perfection are irreconcilable. If God created you perfect, you are perfect. If you believe you can be sick, you have placed other gods before Him. God is not at war with the god of sickness you made, but you are. He is the symbol of deciding against God, and you are afraid of him because he cannot be reconciled with God’s Will. If you attack him, you will make him real to you. But if you refuse to worship him in whatever form he may appear to you, and wherever you think you see him, he will disappear into the nothingness out of which he was made.

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God created me perfect so I am perfect. Sickness is not part of that perfection so I cannot be sick. My mind cannot be sick and so nothing through which I extend my awareness can be sick. This Myron character cannot be sick. Her body cannot be sick, nor can her mind or her emotional state be sick. Her relationships cannot be sick and her financial situation cannot reflect sickness.

So how is it that I seem to be experiencing the effects of a sick mind? How is it that I can appear less than the perfection in which I was created? If this is not possible, how am I doing it? Into the holy mind of God’s Son there came a thought of imperfection and he went to sleep and dreamed of this. I am dreaming what it would be like to be less than what I am or could ever be. And dreams do not change the dreamer. When the dreamer wakes up, the dream is gone and the dreamer is unaffected. As we wake up, we experience the happy dream, that is, we dream without the fear and guilt that cannot be real. Then God raises us up to Him and we dream no more.

It is important to realize that nothing has actually happened because if it had happened we would have to fix it. If it were actually happening, we would have done something that we must regret and then we would be guilty and then we would not be perfect. If we were not perfect we would have overcome God Who creates only perfectly and we would have reason to fear. But none of that is possible. We have done nothing to God and could never do anything to God.

As we are waking up we are remembering the truth and since this is a shared dream, it is helpful to remember it together, and to share our moments of enlightenment. This sharing is part of the awakening. We share and the sharing helps us to remember our oneness. Today we are sharing the thought that sickness is not possible and therefore we do not have to worship this idol, nor do we have to defeat it.

When I first began to see that sickness was a defense against God, and that in sickness I was worshipping a false god of my own making, I felt relief, but I also felt fear and guilt. Would God condemn me for my foolishness? If I wanted to make this idol in place of God then how would I undo it? How do I fight my own will?

The first question is being answered for me. I cannot actually affect God and I have not actually sinned. Another thing I have been told his that God is Love. Because I remember so little about love, it has taken awhile for me to understand how important that statement is. Now that I finally see that love as the world knows it is not real love, but is more akin to neediness, I am ready to accept a new definition of love.

Love in reality is pure. It is perfect. It has no opposite. It has no conditions. It is not loss. It never hurts, and if something hurts, it is not love. It is never anything but love.  God is Love and is nothing else. God can only love. I have never loved purely as does God and so this is hard to imagine, but I accept it as true. I look forward to the day when I remember this love. I am beginning to realize that I have nothing to fear from God.

The next really important thing I am beginning to understand and accept is that there is only God. There is nothing else, nothing outside of God. This means I am in God, even as I sleep and dream of something else. So nothing imperfect can exist because where would it exist? Sickness will come to an end because it does not exist. It will come to an end for me when I stop dreaming it, and I will stop dreaming it because I am perfect. I am not fighting my own will, because it is my will to know myself as perfect. I am in God therefore I share His Will for perfection.

What does this mean for me right now? What do I do about these dreams of sickness? I have been seeing a doctor because I have dreamed of sickness and that sickness was projected as a sick body. This means I have made an idol of sickness. I have tried to defend myself against these awakening thoughts which will bring me inevitably to God. I am not guilty for this, it is just what we do in our fear.

I am using this story of sickness to undo my belief in sickness. I take the body to the doctor but I do not worship the doctor as my savior. I am grateful to him as my brother who is doing his part in the awakening through service. I do not worship at the altar of fear. I am not hovering over the body, looking for signs of danger. I am not praying for the body. And if any thoughts of fear come into my mind, I relinquish them to the Holy Spirit.

This is the way I do my part to free the Sonship of the idol we have made of sickness. Having a sick body is just the outward appearance of the desire to defend against God. It is nothing to fear or feel guilty about. How the sickness itself is handled is not important. What is important is that I notice my thoughts and feelings about the sickness and that I be willing to have my mind healed. I invite the Holy Spirit to undo what we have done.

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