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Forgiving = For Giving Grievances Over to Holy Spirit

The important question to ask myself at every turn is whether I am willing to give my grievances over to the Holy Spirit, for surely I have grievances living in an ego body.  There is ego at every turn in the road projecting the next step if I allow it to do so by forgetting to choose Holy Spirit’s thoughts.  The ego wants to see separation and specialness and struggles mightily to write this script for me to accept as truth.  The ego wants me to hang onto grievances as a way of validating fear, anger and conflict as my existence.

Grievances need not be major ones in the eyes of ego.  Minor ones will do as well as long as I hold onto them and cherish them.  I call them treasured wounds.  Those are the hurts that I think define me because I have held onto them for so long or so tightly.  They can be from childhood or more recently acquired, it makes no difference as long as I keep them close to my heart and make them special. 

Ego wants to keep me feeling “lonely.”  When my mind is following ego as the guide, it thinks it lacks something, especially love, and it then projects this idea so that I am seeking love somewhere outside myself.  I look to relationships I have made special love relationships to complete me.  This search makes me unsatisfied and unhappy.  I can’t find fulfillment from another body no matter how hard I try because there is no love to be found from another ego body.  My expectations are not met and so I blame the other body for my continued lack.  It is this the ego wants to hang onto - the projection of guilt so that it will not have to look at its own perceived guilt.  The ego tries to hide this from me, and looks in yet another special place for love or validation.

Getting caught up in the thinking that my needs are not being met or that others are not caring about my feelings, and then feeling resentful or angry, is just getting caught in ego thinking.  Wanting physical demonstrations of love in order to make me feel loved is just the same trap of ego thinking.  The feeling of making sacrifices and accomodations for the convenience of another which must be reciprocated in kind leads to feelings of anger when they are not.  This is just ego thinking that forms can give me comfort or anxiety depending on the meaning I give them. 

The ego mind uses forms to bring me pleasure which tries to hide the pain that I think I feel lack.  The ego mind clings to forms for safety.  But when meanings change, what was once “good” becomes “bad” and leads to feeling unhappy.  The ego keeps me in confusion and chaos this way, when I forget that all forms are the same, and that some just seem more important than others.  When I let go of my dependence on all forms, then can I finally find some peace.

When I see all kind of errors in my family, friends, or people around the world, I make these people different from me.  I might think I see them as worse than me or better than me, and feel disconnected from them.  I recognize there is no peace in this thinking.  Holiness is of the mind.  It is coming into a willingness to put aside judgments and comparisons, fear and guilt, and really breaking free of this thought system because I disregard it.  As I open my mind more and more to the truth that we all are one, regardless of appearances, Holy Spirit can show me the holiness of my brother and myself both. 

The key ingredient in seeing holiness in my brother and myself is giving over all my grievances to Holy Spirit.  I do not have to deny that I have them for that is not being honest, but I do have to deny that they are real.  I must come to an acceptance that Holy Spirit’s vision is correct, not the ego vision and turn away from this vision that does not serve me.  It truly is my choice on which vision I focus.  Seeing with ego makes me think I see separation which brings anxiety and a feeling of dis-ease.  Seeing innocence with Holy Spfirit brings me true happiness and peace.  I make the choice in my mind.  Either I can hang onto perceived grievances or give them over to Holy Spirit for healing.

If I am willing to see holiness and innocence, Holy Spirit shows it to me.  If I give all to Him, I can see with eyes of forgiveness.  The eyes of forgiveness help me see more, more light, more oneness, more of everything peaceful.  This becomes easier with practice because it is supported by Holy Spirit.  When I am giving over all I see to Holy Spirit, even if I have labeled it as a grievance, Holy Spirit will take it and transform it into holiness.

When there is no longer any desire to exclude anyone from wholeness and innocence, Holy Spirit can bring me complete forgiveness.  The Holy Spirit is in everyone’s mind and when I look at someone not with body eyes but by listening to the Holy Spirit level of truth, I can focus on the connection that exists with everyone.  When I make no exceptions to oneness, then can I feel truly complete and whole for there is the sharing of the Holy Spirit mind in perfect willingness to see oneness.  I am for giving all perceived grievances to Him Who shows me perfect forgiveness.

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Ode to Holy Spirit

I rely on You, Holy Spirit.  You are my strength and my light.  I totally trust in You.  I see the illusion but I do not trust it.  I trust only in You to be my guiding strength.  You lead me into peace.  You lead me to the still waters of my mind where I can see reflected the truth of what is.  I can give my life to you.  I do not know the way or the meaning of the illusion and so I give it all to you.

I want to be healed.  It is my only desire.  I rely on You to be there for me in every step.  You support my mind with strength and light.  I surrender to You.  I am most willling for You to lead me, to be my only guide and my only support.  I lean on You, giving You the total weight of my burden, knowing that You will take it from me and give me healing in return.

I give You every thing I see and feel and You give me Everything Eternal in return.  I give You anxiety and You give me peace.  I give You worry and You give me joy.  I give You dissatisfaction and judgment and You give me love.  You take all I have and give me salvation in return.  I give you weariness of the world and You show me Heaven in return.  In my gratitude I follow You.

You take my hands and lead me gently away from the oppressive burden of illusion I have made.  You comfort me and heal me.  You take my cares and woes and transform them into glad opportunities to see the power of Your love.  I rely on You.  I rely on Your vision of truth to support me.  In the vastness, there You are with me most gently and caringly.

There, underneath the illusion, lies the truth fully supporting me.  I know I cannot falter or stumble as You are there to place me firmly on the path to God again.  You right my feet and my mind, point me into the direction I am to go and then walk with me holding my hand until I can walk again sure-footed listening only to Your Voice.

When I seem afraid, there You are appearing to me as God’s Saving Grace.  When I am calmed again, there You are as the part of me You always were, not separate but with me still.  How miraculous is this love You bear for me.  You bring miracles of love from Oneness to where I am.  You love me always.  I know I can rely on this.  You show me love and I follow love.  Love can see only itself and so I know again that I am only love.  In my following You am I healed from all illusion.

Holy Spirit, I give you gratitude for Your healing presence, for Your perfect willingness to show me love, for Your role in bringing me to remembering that I can only follow love for love is all there is.  I can be at peace because You help me remember I am one with peace.  This is all there is, just peace.  In my gratitude, in my willingness, I can let illusion slide away and return in this instant to the awareness of what I am in truth because of You, Holy Spirit.  Trust turns to gratitude in the miracle of Your love.

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Meditation on Willingness to Listen with Holy Spirit

Today I will hear God’s Voice in the quiet of my mind.  I will listen attentively to His Voice of Love.  He whispers to me of sweetness and light, of my joy in being with Him, and His love for me.  The gentle whispers sing in my mind’s ear, the melody ever calling me to peace, calming me with its presence.  The melody is familiar.  I know the tune well but I have forgotten some of the notes.  As I listen I hear again its beauty.  It haunts me.  It reverberates in my being state.

God loves me and I love God.  God knows I love Him for He created me to be one with Him in love.  I can’t be apart from His love.  I am guiltless.  The song of love sings of my innocence.  Today I hear the song that I am pure and holy with God and never was anything else.  No matter how the dream appears, I am guiltless, and so is my brother and sister.  The song sings of their innocence as well.

When I am quiet today I will hear the melody clearly.  It will rise up in me and fill me with its sound.  I will listen.  I will be glad.  No matter how large the dream appears, it is a tiny insignificant wisp of nothingness - a speck of dust visible only in the light so that it can be healed.  As floating dust is only visible in the light, so my dream can be seen for what it is only with Holy Spirit in true vision.  In my mind is the strength of God.  Only this is important.  Only this is real.  Only in quiet do I hear what the strength of God is communicating to me, the love it shares.

Today in all my activities I will be quiet of mind.  Help me in my willingness, Holy Spirit, to be ever listening for your Voice.  Help me to be truly awake today to listen.  As I go about in body with other bodies, help me to see what is real - Love, Innocence, Honesty, Willingness to be Son of God.  Let me awake to the awareness of love’s presence, truly awake.  Help me to be mindful of God’s Voice which is always speaking to me, singing to me, comforting me, guiding me, filling me, nourishing me.  My hunger for the Voice for God is great.  The hunger is filled by you, only you, Holy Spirit.

I give my life to you today in the light.  Look at my speck of dust and help me to see it rightly, as only a help to me to see where my mind yet needs healing.  Give me healing new perspectives on which to base my life, my existence.  For this is all I truly desire, all I truly want.  Only this - to walk in step with the Divine Melody that is my oneness in God, my part of the whole.  Today I listen for its refrain to be made known to me. 

Today I walk in willingness to hear, and confidence that I shall hear God’s Word.  It is promised and so shall it be accordingly.  Chords of sweet songs, love songs, shall fill my ears and my mind.  I will sing them.  I will walk joyfully.  I will smile on the sweetness and love in my brother as I listen.  I will listen to the symphony of love in each moment.  I will open my heart to it and let it sweep me away to the world of pure joy which is my home, my true home.  My true home is here right now and I open to it with your help, Holy Spirit.

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