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Looking Through the Ego Webs for Answers

I ask for Peace, Joy, Understanding.  I ask for union with God - joint Will with Him.  I ask for knowledge of what I am and the means to obtain that knowledge.  I just ask to be what I am, my core identity, my authentic Self.  I don’t know how to make this happen.  I sit in willingness to know, to understand, to accept.  I also sit in trust that joining my will with Holy Spirit and Jesus unites my mind.  I feel Them on either side of me, supporting me, lifting me up.  I feel confidence in Their Will, Their union with God, and that if I unite with Them that God cannot fail to answer my call.

I ask to recognize the answer.  I so want the answer but I don’t want ego expectations to get in the way of seeing and hearing it.  My ego loves drama.  The answer may be very simple.  My ego is afraid.  The answer may be big.  I want a Teacher to show me the way.  I may be the Teacher.  I ask to see with Christ vision what I am and what way I am to follow.

I ask for a mind healing partner.  This may only be Holy Spirit in spiritual form, or it may be Holy Spirit speaking to me in physical form.  Perhaps it is just the concept of union that I long for and it is only the ego that desires confirmation and approval, a sense of “doing it right.”  Can there be a wrong way to unite with God?  Frustration and impatience can only be of ego in an attempt to measure time and accomplishment.  In God’s eyes I am only healed because I was never un-healed.  My desire is to look on my Self with this same vision, to see myself only healed because I was never anything but this, not really.

I can go so far and God does the rest - the final step.  There is the wanting of it in this instant, to be free of the pain of separation.  One must take comfort in the trust that this happens with certainty at some appointed time when we are ready.  We probably are not in the best position to gauge our readiness, beset as we are with ego concerns.  How can we ever gauge if we are laying ego concerns down as completely as we can?  It is impossible.  All we can do is focus on forgiveness of self for being in the soup.

Today I will focus on forgiving myself for being in the ego web of thought and for spinning a web of concerns around me.  I forgive myself for all ideas of not being good enough or doing good enough to achieve enlightenment or union with God.  I forgive myself for self recrimination, self judgment and guilt.  I forgive myself for blaming myself.  I forgive myself for at times being selfish and unloving, caught in attack and defenses.  This is all ego.  This is not of Self.

Self forgives my little self of little games in the little kingdom, seeing they are small and harmless - foolish but harmless- for they are not real.  They are little dream webs of fear.  Self forgives little self for being afraid.  I forgive myself for being afraid, for thinking I am in prison, for thinking that dream webs bind me in any way.  These webs are as threads of cloudy nothingness, cottony puffs so fine they can be seen through with eyes that can see with the eyes of Christ Self.  Help me today, Holy Spirit, see with the eyes of Love and Peace and Joy.  This is all I ask.  Is this so much to ask?  It can’t be too much to ask for this is my spiritual inheritance, my birth right as a Child of God.

And so today, I trust that answers are mine.  This is the promise given in ACIM and I trust the promise of Jesus that this is so.  I will to join the confidence of Christ that I am One with God for there is nothing apart from Him.  In my joining with the Will of Christ am I saved from my little kingdom of fear and allow the Peace of God to flood my mind.

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Journey to Joy

The following is a message that I received in meditation.

Joy is the journey and the journey is joy.  There is nothing else.  This is what I say to you today.  Heed my words for they are truth to be shared with all minds.

There is nothing but joy for this is all the Father ever wanted to share with His Children.  He wants only joy for them always for He loves them so.  He loves them for what are for they are His Own.

Live in joy.  Joy is found in your connectedness to God, your connectedness to Father, to Christ Son, to Holy Spirit, for this is all there is.  There is nothing more.  When you are connected to the Source, however you wish to call It, your mind is unified.  In union do you find your joy.  Joy is union.  Joy is not solitary.

Have I not said, love God above all and love your neighbor as yourself.  There is no first or last of order to accomplish this.  This love is united.  Love God, love Self, love Children of God - this is all the same.  When you see this as the same Love, your mind is united.

It is the joint will to Love that heals.  Ask Me to unite with you.  Ask Holy Spirit to unite with you.  Ask your neighbor to unite with you.  In this joint will to Love, there is the united mind, there is the healing.  There is the Joy that surpasses all joy and happiness.  There is the true Joy of Oneness.

This is who and what you are.  If there is any confusion or doubt, simply unite your will with Mine for I will be your strength.  I will dispel any weakness.  I will show you the way.  I am always ready to unite with you for we are undivided.  This choice is yours to accept this or not.  Acceptance leads to Joy.  Would you not always choose Joy?

Sometimes there is wonder at a seeming choice of loving self or loving neighbor first, that a choice must be made because there are competing interests.  There are no competing interests.  Love cannot be recognized or realized when this choice seems real for this is a choice of separation. Our mind is not united.

We must join to be healed.  This is why I am always joined with you.  There is no healing without union.  Join with Me and unite your mind with Mine.  Through our joint decision to Love are all things made possible and your healing made real to you.  Join with Holy Spirit in your willingness to experience Truth and Truth will be shown to you.  Union unites your mind.  You cannot unite alone.

There is no solitary oneness found in the shadows of your own little mind, your own little kingdom.  Leave your little kingdom of self with its boundaries erected for safety.  There is no safety there, only aloneness and fear.  Open the gate of willingness to see beyond the self made fence.  Ask Holy Spirit for help.  Uniting with Him will be the first step in uniting your mind.  In Holy Spirit you will find the perfect partner for union, for opening your mind to the reality of Joy for He will show you My Face wherever you go in everyone you meet.  Then you will see we are One and we are not separate.  Then you will see that Love does not begin with one self and end with another or begin with another and end with self.  There is no beginning and ending to Love.  It is unified.  It simply is.  When you see this there will be only Joy on your journey for Joy is all there is and the journey is only to Joy.

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A Healing Journey

One mindedness can only mean one thing and that is to focus on our connection to God and His creation.  It is that simple.  No more and no less.  Of course, the ego tries to keep us distsracted from this meaning and purpose, and often does a good job of it.  Sometimes, when we go to unfamiliar surroundings, everyday distractions fall away and we can see more clearly.

Last week, my husband, Mike,  had to travel overseas for business reasons.  When this assignment first came up, I was given the opportunity to go along.  For awhile, I was undecided about whether I would tag along.  I was truly of split mind about whether to go or not, which quite surprised me.  There was a part of me that thought the trip would be quite interesting, and another part that just wanted quiet comfortable time at home.  At last, I felt compelled to make the journey, but with the idea of giving myself permission to have as much quiet time on the trip as I needed.

The trip was unlike any other I have ever had.  I did spend much time with others, but I also took a lot of time to quietly study ACIM.  I wanted to journal and took several with me so that I would have plenty of paper to write my thoughts and inspirations.  Well, during the eight days I was gone, I wrote only one page.  There just didn’t seem to be any concrete words to write, just nebulous feelings that I couldn’t put into words.  I just couldn’t understand what was happening.  But as I was in different surroundings, I couldn’t distract myself with the everyday as I would have done at home.  I just sat and asked for guidance, feeling so tired of being alone.  I wanted the Teacher to appear and never leave, knowing this would bring me the greatest joy.  I felt flat, uninspired, cut off, but saying to myself that, of course, this feeling was all ego and its not real but it is showing me a place in my mind that needs healing.  I sat with the somewhat disconnected feeling, telling myself that it was only illusion and that I didn’t have to feel differently.  I didn’t have to cover it up, fight it or resist it, because that would make it more “real.”  It just lay like a heavy lump.  I gave it all to Holy Spirit.

By the time we were to leave for home, I became aware that I felt abandoned by Holy Spirit.  I felt that I was truly aware of the ultimate ego projection story, that I am separate from God.  That God is not powerful enough or does not care enough to stop me from separating or to try to get me back, to save me from being lost.  That God just doesn’t love me as much.  This is all ego, ego, ego.  I know it is all illusion, but the fear and anxiety seemed so real.  The ego makes itself seem so strong, so big and powerful, but there are no answers there. I chose to remain with Holy Spirit, even though I couldn’t hear His Voice clearly because the ego voice was so loud.

Sometimes in our lives, ego resistance runs high.  It reared its ugly head in a major way for me and really showed me where I am out of sync with Truth.  I consoled myself with the thought that if the ego is screaming this loudly, maybe it is because I am making progress.  At least I hope this is so, because I felt like I was at the essence of ego projection uncovered of layers of less threatening dramas.  I felt like I was at the heart of my fear, and that it all came down to trust.  Jesus says that Holy Spirit shines the fears away, that they are dissolved not conquered.

I choose every day to be open to this process of having my fear shined away.  The ego illusion is unhappiness and I choose love and peace, even though I don’t always know how to get there.  I trust that Holy Spirit does and that I can be healed.  I trust that He loves me enough to heal me and that I am worthy of being healed.  Everyday I am focusing on trust.  I trust in God’s presence, His love, His power, His creation.  I am willing to walk though ego resistance.  I am willing to be viligant for God and His Kingdom in my mind today.

I believe in the power of peace and love.
I believe there is a place in my mind of total peace and joy.
I believe that I can achieve awareness of this.
I trust Holy Spirit to help me for I cannot do it alone.
I believe and trust that I can come to this today, that Holy Spirit can overcome ego today.

The trip turned out to be a remarkable one because it really put me in touch with my core abandonment issues, which gives me the opportunity to allow greater healing to take place.  Its not what I imagined the trip would be all about, but it seems that Holy Spirit had a greater plan in mind for me.  The ultimate fear can be so layered with every day matters that we cannot see and feel it for what it truly is.  I am grateful that I had the opportunity to slip out of the everyday and begin to truly face and heal the separation story closer to its source.  The ending of the overseas trip is the beginning of a new healing journey for me.  I couldn’t be more grateful for all this is now.

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