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Study of Text, C 13: XI. The Peace of Heaven, P 5. 1-11-17

XI. The Peace of Heaven, P 5

5 You whose mind is darkened by doubt and guilt, remember this: God gave the Holy Spirit to you, and gave Him the mission to remove all doubt and every trace of guilt that His dear Son has laid upon himself. It is impossible that this mission fail. Nothing can prevent what God would have accomplished from accomplishment. Whatever your reactions to the Holy Spirit’s Voice may be, whatever voice you choose to listen to, whatever strange thoughts may occur to you, God’s Will is done. You will find the peace in which He established you, because He does not change His Mind. He is invariable as the peace in which you dwell, and of which the Holy Spirit reminds you.

Journal
Well this is kind of funny. This morning I hesitated to write. My mind was dark with doubt and guilt and I didn’t feel worthy to go to Spirit for words. I prepared everything to write and I just sat here talking to Jesus about it, and asked for comfort and clarity. The feeling I kept receiving was that I should just trust the process, to just do the work. So I looked at today’s paragraph and had to cry and then laugh. No wonder He was nudging me to just do the work. The work, this morning, is perfect for what ails me. It is the answer to the question I was asking.

Recently I started having a problem with a tooth and there was a lot of pain. I had a very strong nudge to use this as a healing opportunity. I read this from the Manual for Teachers:

Healing must occur in exact proportion to which the valuelessness of sickness is recognized. One need but say, “There is no gain at all to me in this” and he is healed. But to say this, one first must recognize certain facts. First, it is obvious that decisions are of the mind, not of the body. If sickness is but a faulty problem-solving approach, it is a decision. And if it is a decision, it is the mind and not the body that makes it. The resistance to recognizing this is enormous, because the existence of the world as you perceive it depends on the body being the decision-maker. Terms like “instincts,” “reflexes” and the like represent attempts to endow the body with non-mental motivators. Actually, such terms merely state or describe the problem. They do not answer it.

The acceptance of sickness as a decision of the mind, for a purpose for which it would use the body, is the basis of healing. And this is so for healing in all forms. A patient decides that this is so, and he recovers. If he decides against recovery, he will not be healed. Who is the physician? Only the mind of the patient himself. The outcome is what he decides that it is. Special agents seem to be ministering to him, yet they but give form to his own choice. He chooses them in order to bring tangible form to his desires. And it is this they do, and nothing else. They are not actually needed at all. The patient could merely rise up without their aid and say, “I have no use for this.” There is no form of sickness that would not be cured at once.

So I started working with this idea, that the tooth was not the problem, but rather my mind, my thoughts, my decisions. I felt so strongly that I was guided to do this that I was very excited about it, and very confident. What a promise Jesus makes us! He tells us that, “What is the single requisite for this shift in perception? It is simply this; the recognition that sickness is of the mind, and has nothing to do with the body.”

And he makes it sound so easy. I decided for the tooth problem and now I change my mind and I choose health instead. I worked with this idea for a couple of painful weeks, and I was very disappointed that in the end, I had to give in and let the dentist begin the process of taking an impression of the tooth so a partial can be made and soon it will be removed. The promise began to seem like a taunt, or like proof of my unworthiness and my failure. And thus I had sat here this morning feeling bad about myself.

Then I read this paragraph and am reminded that I cannot fail. It is not possible that I fail. God’s Will is done. I will find the peace in which He established me because He does not change His Mind. I asked Jesus if I was wrong about working on the idea of healing the mind of the belief in sickness and if I was wrong to expect the sickness to respond to the mind that is healed. Maybe I was just listening to the ego being grandiose to think I was ready for this.

Jesus: What do you know now that you didn’t know when you started the practice?

Me: The dentist told me that the problem began with the tooth being damaged at some point. I remembered something he probably didn’t remember. When I first started seeing him he was a new dentist. He was working on or near that tooth and something went wrong. He had to do a lot of unexpected work and afterwards he told me that if it ever got sensitive I should tell him. When I thought about that, I felt resentful that this was all his fault.

I see that this was an attempt to make the problem come first and then the decision about what it means and how I feel about it. Really, it is the thought that comes first and then the situation is projected as an event in my life. So I still have the belief in being unfairly treated and being a victim and from that belief, I projected a story that represents that belief.

The thought came first, then the event. I also see that in an attempt to keep the blame from attaching to me, I used the dentist to be the guilty one. I saw myself doing that part, making the dentist guilty. When I saw that I knew it was wrong and so I tried to forgive him. I reminded myself that he was a new dentist and was doing the best he could. I reminded myself that I make many mistakes and I would not condemn myself so I won’t condemn him.

Pretty words, and they make sense when seen in the light of what I read in the Course, but the error was in making the offense real and then trying to forgive it. That cannot work. In truth my meaningless thoughts are showing me a meaningless world that I am then trying to forgive. How can I forgive what I believe really happened?

Trying to do so is me experiencing level confusion. Yes in the world he might have made an error, but the world comes from my mind, so I received only what I asked for and there is no one to blame and no one to forgive.  I wonder how it is that I could have such a clear understanding of how we make the world and then find scapegoats to take the blame, and still do it. And I did it so quickly and with such finesse that I didn’t even realize what I had done until now.

My next thought was, understanding the concepts so well, why is it that I still chose to play the game, and to pretend I had nothing to do with it? When I asked Him this, Holy Spirit told me to read further in this section of the Manual for Teachers. (How is Healing Accomplished?) This is what I read:

What does this recognition “cost”? It costs the whole world you see, for the world will never again appear to rule the mind. For with this recognition is responsibility placed where it belongs; not with the world, but on him who looks on the world and sees it as it is not. He looks on what he chooses to see. No more and no less. The world does nothing to him. He only thought it did. Nor does he do anything to the world, because he was mistaken about what it is. Herein is the release from guilt and sickness both, for they are one. Yet to accept this release, the insignificance of the body must be an acceptable idea.

Once again the Holy Spirit is helping me to realize that understanding a concept and putting it into practice are two different things. The understanding is helpful, but until I try to use it I have no idea if I really accept it. And why is it that I would not readily accept healing? It seems to make no sense. In, The Perceived Purpose of Sickness, Jesus explains it in this way:

And what, in this insane conviction, does healing stand for? It symbolizes the defeat of God’s Son and the triumph of his Father over him. It represents the ultimate defiance in a direct form which the Son of God is forced to recognize. It stands for all that he would hide from himself to protect his “life.” If he is healed, he is responsible for his thoughts. And if he is responsible for his thoughts, he will be killed to prove to him how weak and pitiful he is. But if he chooses death himself, his weakness is his strength. Now has he given himself what God would give to him, and thus entirely usurped the throne of his Creator.

It is discouraging to me that this could still be true for me. I want to love God and feel His love for me. I cannot do this if I still believe I have something to fear from Him or that I am still in competition with Him. It feels like there is still this long rocky road ahead of me that I must traverse. It makes me tired to think of it. But looking back on all this with you, Jesus, I do understand now why it was important for me to do this work with the tooth.

Jesus: This understanding of the process, and what occurred in your mind came easily to you once you made the decision to look at it. You understood that you simply made a series of decisions with the ego rather than with the Holy Spirit. That easy and quick understanding would not have happened even a short time ago. The work you have done with the Rules for Decision has made it possible for you to see more clearly and more quickly how the ego mind would mislead you.

It was not reading about the Rules for Decision that helped you get to this place of clarity. It was practicing them that brought you here. The same thing is true of healing. Practice is required of you. Perhaps the next time you work with this idea you will decide to save yourself some suffering by simply watching the process with detachment rather than with judgment. Doing so this time would have brought you to the same conclusion but without the guilt there would have been less anxiety and less upset.

Remember that all healing is just a change of mind and you are changing your mind. This is not necessarily an extended process. The road ahead needs be neither rocky nor long. How hard is it to change your mind? How long does it take to change your mind? You get to decide that, but you are not deciding on your own. And you have much help now as you decide more and more often with the Holy Spirit. It is His function to help you and He will not fail in His function.

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Study of Text, C 13: XI. The Peace of Heaven, P 4. 1-9-17

XI. THE PEACE OF HEAVEN, P 4
4 Nothing in this world can give this peace, for nothing in this world is wholly shared. Perfect perception can merely show you what is capable of being wholly shared. It can also show you the results of sharing, while you still remember the results of not sharing. The Holy Spirit points quietly to the contrast, knowing that you will finally let Him judge the difference for you, allowing Him to demonstrate which must be true. He has perfect faith in your final judgment, because He knows that He will make it for you. To doubt this would be to doubt that His mission will be fulfilled. How is this possible, when His mission is of God?

Journal

I am not going to find perfect peace in time where I seem to exist at the moment. But I can come close if I choose to let the Holy Spirit lead me. If I will bring Him my un-peaceful thoughts He will show me how to see them differently and the contrast will teach me what brings peace and what doesn’t. Jesus is using the word sharing in describing this. What can be shared brings peace, what cannot be shared brings suffering.

I didn’t understand what Jesus meant by this at first. The world sharing seemed to come out of left field. What has sharing got to do with peace? But suddenly I had the thought that this has to do with Oneness. We are one and we cannot experience the peace of God until we accept our unity. This is what sharing is about. All must be shared with all. If it cannot be shared, it is not of God and therefore is not real.

That which cannot be shared must be abandoned and this will be done because this is God’s Will. What is it that I cannot share? I can’t share hate. I can hate the same one that my friend hates, but we cannot share the hate. I hate for my reasons and she hates for hers. I feel hate in my way and she feels it in her way. Hate is a perception and it shifts and changes as perceptions do.

How can we share what we cannot even pin down? We have a strong need to join and so we tend to gather around ideas, but if those ideas are not real, we wind up standing in the same place, but still unable to join in that place. For instance, if I hate Trump and you hate Trump, we can come together in our hate. We can talk about what we hate about him, we can talk about our fears about him, but we cannot share in our hate, we cannot become one in our hate.

Love, on the other hand, is real, and because it is real, it can be shared. We can come together to put our hate on the altar and allow it to be transformed. Then we will share the love that is there. We will be joined in a real way; we will love as one. In love there is no fear. In love there is a sense of what we really are and of our oneness with our Creator, and so there is the deep and abiding peace that Jesus speaks of in this paragraph.

The other point Jesus is making is that this is done through the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit will lead us to perfect perception. Perfect perception will show us what we are capable of sharing. It will show us the results of sharing while we still remember not sharing and this contrast will show us what must be true. This will lead us to the only choice we would want to make, the choice to allow the Holy Spirit to judge for us. We will not fail in this because the Holy Spirit will not fail in His mission. He will not fail in His mission because it is of God.

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Study of Text, C 13: XI. The Peace of Heaven, P 3. 1-6-17

XI. The Peace of Heaven, P 3

3 When we are all united in Heaven, you will value nothing that you value here. For nothing that you value here do you value wholly, and so you do not value it at all. Value is where God placed it, and the value of what God esteems cannot be judged, for it has been established. It is wholly of value. It can merely be appreciated or not. To value it partially is not to know its value. In Heaven is everything God values, and nothing else. Heaven is perfectly unambiguous. Everything is clear and bright, and calls forth one response. There is no darkness and there is no contrast. There is no variation. There is no interruption. There is a sense of peace so deep that no dream in this world has ever brought even a dim imagining of what it is.

Journal
I’ve been sitting with this idea of value. The definition of value is to consider (someone or something) to be important or beneficial; have a high opinion of. So to value wholly is to see someone or something as wholly important? Would it mean that there would be no thought of it that was less than important or beneficial? I thought about this and wondered if Jesus is right? Is there anything in my life that I value wholly?

I have a very nice luxury car and I appreciate the comfort and dependability. But do I value it wholly? I can easily imagine living without it, so how valuable could it be to me? I value my home. It is paid for and is in pretty good condition. It is not perfect but very satisfactory. I don’t sit around thinking how much I love it, though I do appreciate it. I have some thoughts about things I would like to change about it. So clearly, I don’t value it wholly.

Things have never been terribly important to me, so how about relationships. I value my children a great deal. I love them and like them and enjoy their company. I appreciate them. I would be devastated to lose any one of them. In fact, the thought of losing one of them breaks my heart and sends me into great fear. Can I wholly value something that creates fear in me? Can I wholly value something that is so fragile it could be lost to me? How about when one of them behaves in a way that causes me distress. Do I value that relationship a little less when that happens?

What would it be like to value something wholly? To know that it is forever what it has always been? That there is no chance of loss? To experience nothing from it except total unending peace and love? What must that be like? This is my true existence, I am told. I have no memory of it, but I do trust Jesus and I trust that this Course is from him, so I believe in total value even though I don’t experience it now. I also accept that partial value doesn’t count for much, and certainly isn’t worth defending.

I am not going to try to achieve this state of total value here in the world because I don’t think it is possible. But I am going to continue to do everything I am guided to do, knowing that eventually I will reach the state of Heaven. Actually, I think that accepting that I am not experiencing anything of true value now will help me in the long run. If I stop trying to find value where there is none, then I will be open to finding it where it is to be found.

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Study of Text, C 13: XI. The Peace of Heaven, P 2. 1-5-17

XI. The Peace of Heaven, P 2

2 God would not have His Son embattled, and so His Son’s imagined “enemy” is totally unreal. You are but trying to escape a bitter war from which you have escaped. The war is gone. For you have heard the hymn of freedom rising unto Heaven. Gladness and joy belong to God for your release, because you made it not. Yet as you made not freedom, so you made not a war that could endanger freedom. Nothing destructive ever was or will be. The war, the guilt, the past are gone as one into the unreality from which they came.

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Again I am looking at the idea that the ego and every effect of separation are gone, do not exist and cannot endanger my freedom. And again I remember that Jesus said that I but do this to myself. I deliberately choose, moment to moment, to believe I am separate from God, or I am choosing to let that idea go and realize I am in God and have never been anywhere else. All along, from the moment of conception to the moment of rejection of the idea of separation, nothing has happened. It would never be the Will of God that I be embattled; therefore, it could never occur.

A couple of days ago I wrote about accepting healing for this painful toothache. I felt strongly that I was supposed to work with this. I still have the problem. The tooth is rotting away from the inside and the dentist said it cannot be saved and must be removed. He gave me these wonderful pain pills and some antibiotics, and I appreciate the magical solution to the magical problem since I seem not to be ready to accept the unreality of the situation. Nothing like pain to reinforce the idea of the body as very real.

But it is not as real as it used to be, even in pain. The pills I take for the pain interfere with my thinking. Yesterday I chose to have the pain subside while I did my writing and posting. I talked to Jesus about it. I explained that I needed a clear head for this work. I also needed to drive to my daughter’s house and I can’t drive while taking the pills, and I certainly can’t help her with the baby while I am fuzzy headed. So yesterday there was no pain until later that day when I got home.

It reminds me of something similar that happened to me. A few years ago I was planning to attend a workshop with Regina Dawn Akers that would last several days.  I began having really bad pain in my lower stomach area and I thought it might be related to my bladder. It only happened when I was sitting but when it came on I could barely stand it. There wasn’t time to go to the doctor and the idea of flying for hours and then sitting for the workshop for days was not good.

On the other hand, I knew I was supposed to be at that workshop. So I talked to Jesus about it. I asked for relief of the pain so that I could go to the workshop and be able to appreciate it, which would not be possible if I was in this much pain while there. The pain completely disappeared. I didn’t have pain sitting on the plane or at any time during the workshop. The flight back was pain free. When the plane touched down at my home airport, the pain came back. The next day I went to the doctor and got medicine for bladder spasms.

I have had a number of other similar experiences. So here is the thing, pain is not real. If it were real it would have been out of my control, and clearly it is not out of my control. When I needed it to be gone, it was gone. I called on Jesus to help me, which is symbolic of calling on Love to help me. It is living from my reality, my true self. This begs the question, “Why don’t I do this all the time? Why don’t I allow full healing?” And honestly, I don’t know.

I do know I was called on to work with this. I am familiar with the feeling and the Voice, enough to recognize it when I hear it, certainly. I don’t feel like it was a waste of time because it did not seem to work. I assume it is the practice I need to get to a place where I am ready to accept that, “Nothing destructive ever was a or will be.” So I am continuing my practice as I have in the past. I am continuing to ask that my mind be healed of the belief in destructive influences. I am grateful for the witnesses to the truth that have been given me. I surrender once again and again until I want nothing except the truth.

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Study of Text, C 13: XI. The Peace of Heaven, P 1. 1-4-17

XI. The Peace of Heaven, P 1

1 Forgetfulness and sleep and even death become the ego’s best advice for dealing with the perceived and harsh intrusion of guilt on peace. Yet no one sees himself in conflict and ravaged by a cruel war unless he believes that both opponents in the war are real. Believing this he must escape, for such a war would surely end his peace of mind, and so destroy him. Yet if he could but realize the war is between real and unreal powers, he could look upon himself and see his freedom. No one finds himself ravaged and torn in endless battles if he himself perceives them as wholly without meaning.

Journal
Two things came to mind as I read this paragraph. First I thought how very accurate that first sentence: Forgetfulness and sleep and even death become the ego’s best advice for dealing with the perceived and harsh intrusion of guilt on peace. I was especially drawn to the idea that the ego mind will offer death as a solution when the mind becomes overwhelmed with fear and guilt.

At first it offers sickness, injury, that sort of thing, because it is being subtle, perhaps not to push us so far that we seriously consider a real solution. I used to be in constant conflict, always on the defensive. What I started to notice is that if I held a grievance for too long, or became emotionally overwrought, I would get sick. This was something I only slowly came to realize, but once I did, I became open to solutions that didn’t hurt so much.

Now that I am very aware of what is happening when I lose my peace, and now that I am closer to ending conflict in my life, the ego has become more open it its attacks. I don’t get extremely upset very often anymore, but when it does happen, what I began to hear from the ego was that it was hopeless and I may as well just die because it was my only way out. It was so blatant an attack that it woke me up to what the ego was doing and I felt at first, appalled, and then pleased. I was pleased because that level of viciousness speaks to the ego’s desperation to keep me identified with it.

The second thing that stood out to me is the solution, recognizing that this is a battle between real and unreal powers. As I have shifted in my understanding and as I have practiced what Jesus is teaching us, I am more willing to accept that Myron and her whole world of endless battles is unreal. At first it seemed like a battle for my soul and the ego was winning. Then it seemed like I was fighting back and that I was winning. Now I see that the battle, if it ever existed at all, was won long ago. Now I am just watching it over and over until I finally tire of it and surrender into Love.

The ego never had any power. It seemed to have power and I seemed to be fighting it only because I gave it power in my mind. Really, it was just a concept, an idea or curiosity that was projected outward and experienced.  Once seen it was rejected and all went back to what it had been and always would be. The part of the mind we call the ego does not in any way influence us. It is simply a choice we make moment to moment. It is completely powerless and we are completely free.

When we choose ego, we are doing it deliberately. When we choose to turn from ego to Holy Spirit instead, we simply choose very deliberately to do that instead. The ego has no power to stop us from what we want. We merely pretend to battle the ego to avoid responsibility for the situation. The thing I remind myself frequently is that this pretend battle is not happening. We are watching and in watching we are deciding when we are through with the idea of separation and don’t want to watch anymore.

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Study of Text, C 13: X. Release from Guilt, P 14. 1-3-17

X. Release from Guilt, P 14

14 Praise be to you who make the Father one with His Own Son. Alone we are all lowly, but together we shine with brightness so intense that none of us alone can even think of it. Before the glorious radiance of the Kingdom guilt melts away, and transformed into kindness will never more be what it was. Every reaction you experience will be so purified that it is fitting as a hymn of praise unto your Father. See only praise of Him in what He has created, for He will never cease His praise of you. United in this praise we stand before the gates of Heaven where we will surely enter in our sinlessness. God loves you. Could I, then, lack faith in you and love Him perfectly?

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Here is what I think when I read this. God knows me as He created me. He knows nothing that is out of alignment with that creation. He loves me. Jesus says that he would not love God perfectly if he lacked faith in me. So this would be true for me, too. In order to love God perfectly, I must have faith in my brothers because God created them. So how does this unfold in my life?

Mostly at this point, I observe when I fail to have faith. I see the judgmental thoughts in my mind. I look at my justifications for my faithlessness. Then I ask that my mind be corrected. I ask that I might see my brother differently. I trust that this prayer will be answered, and I trust that I will accept the answer as quickly and completely as I can.

And when I, once again, get distracted by my projections and I start to think someone is guilty, as I remind myself that this cannot be true. I remind myself that this one is part of God’s most holy Son, created in His image, and could only ever be that perfect creation. If I see guilt then it must be a false image I am looking at, a projection of false thoughts I have left unhealed in my mind.

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Study of Text, C 13: X. Release from Guilt, P 13. 1-2-17

X. Release from Guilt, P 13

13 Like you, my faith and my belief are centered on what I treasure. The difference is that I love only what God loves with me, and because of this I treasure you beyond the value that you set on yourself, even unto the worth that God has placed upon you. I love all that He created, and all my faith and my belief I offer unto it. My faith in you is as strong as all the love I give my Father. My trust in you is without limit, and without the fear that you will hear me not. I thank the Father for your loveliness, and for the many gifts that you will let me offer to the Kingdom in honor of its wholeness that is of God.

Journal
When I read that Jesus said his faith and trust in me is without limit, I had to stop and just cry. I have been working on something that feels very hard to me. This means I have been listening to the ego tell me that it is hard, not possible, that I am not worthy; you know, all the stuff the ego says to keep me involved in the illusion. So here is what is going on for me today.

A couple of days ago I started having very bad nerve pain in a tooth. The dentist would say that I need a root canal. A few things fell into place for me. One is that I was reading FB posts and came across one from Lloyd Lapp. Here is the quote he was posting.

“There are those who have reached God directly retaining no trace of worldly limits and remembering their own identity perfectly. These might be called the Teachers of teachers because, although they are no longer visible, their image can yet be called upon. And they will appear when and where it is helpful for them to do so. To those to whom such appearances would be frightening, they give their ideas. No one can call on them in vain. Nor is there anyone of whom they are unaware.” ACIM M -26.2

Here is my comment.
“Life is so different now, Lloyd. I wonder how I could have lived so much of it in total ignorance, believing that only what most people agree on could be true, believing that only what I see with the body’s eyes could be real. I want to tell everyone to stop trying to make the world so small. Why live like that? Everything feels so much more expansive now; everything feels so possible. It makes me cry just thinking of it.”

I started thinking about all the help that is available to us, and about how I don’t very often take advantage of that help. So this is what happened next.

At the same time I was checking out FB, I was organizing my office, going through papers, filing and discarding. I came across a healing prayer. I used to do energy healing and one form I used was LaHo-Chi. It has this beautiful prayer that you say before you do the healing. I read the prayer and was once again touched by its beauty. I will add it at the end of this entry so that you can enjoy it as well.

Reading the prayer, I suddenly realized that it was meant for me to find it now. I put my hand on my face over the tooth, and said the prayer again, calling on healing masters to help me. (No one can call on them in vain. Nor is there anyone of whom they are unaware.) I felt like I was being led to a miracle, and I could accept it if I wanted to.

The next thing that happened is that I spoke to a friend and I told her about the prayer. I told her that I called on the LaHo-Chi and the LaHo-Chi masters and the Angels of Light to heal me. I told her that this was a denial of the ego laws, that I am under no laws but God’s and that Love heals in every circumstance and without exception. It was one of those times when I was spoken through, and I was as surprised at the passion and certainty as I am sure she was.

The pain continued and I continued to know that eventually it must subside as the tooth was healed. The ego was having a field day of course. It insisted that this could not happen and that I was not worthy of this. It offered lots of objections and tried to distract. Then it tried to take over through making plans to see the dentist…  just in case. And of course I would go to the dentist if that was necessary, but I wasn’t buying it yet. Still, it was discouraging as the next day I continued to have pain and into the night.

This morning I talked to Jesus about it. I asked him for reassurance that my desire to accept the miracle of healing was not my ego’s idea and I received the assurance that he wants this for me and was directing me to this miracle. Then I started doing my morning work. I started with today’s lesson that says that I give everything all the meaning it has for me. I read what I had written before about this lesson and it felt very relevant to me right now. (http://forgivenessisthewayhome.org/2017/01/lesson-2-4/) Here is one paragraph as an example.

Clearly, there is no reason in the world to not be at peace all the time. I am in charge of how I feel. If I am unhappy it can only be because I want to be unhappy, because I have given everything I see all the meaning it has for me. As I learn this lesson, I see my way out of the ego belief in suffering. Suffering is a choice I make, a desire, something I want. It is the only way it could occur in my life.

In light of the Lesson, I give everything all the meaning it has for me, then yes, I suffer because of the meaning I have given something. I have a damaged tooth because of meaning I gave to the body. It was to be a separation device and a way to punish myself for my sins. Well it was working, but now I am giving it a new meaning. The body with its separation effects will become witness to the miracle I choose instead. Whatever I make to prove separation, the Holy Spirit will use to undo separation if that is my choice. I am not separate from God.

As I read this lesson and my journal, I began to feel more confident about the whole thing. Then I went on to read Chapter 1 of the Text. (http://forgivenessisthewayhome.org/2012/09/principle-of-miracles-1/)  This is the oft quoted principle that tells us there is no order of difficulty in miracles. Could that be any more perfect as an antidote to the ego’s nay-saying? As I read what I had written in my journal before, I had to cry again. It was more encouragement. I wrote about a previous healing and how I used Lesson 190 to achieve it.

Jesus is with me on this 100% as this mornings paragraph from Chapter 13 is telling me that, “My faith in you is as strong as all the love I give my Father. My trust in you is without limit, and without the fear that you will hear me not.” (And so more crying. Ha ha.) So what is happening now with my tooth?

I am experiencing the effect of my conflicted thinking. One moment there is pain and the next the pain is gone; back and forth, just like my thinking. But I have faith in Jesus and because he has faith in me, my faith in myself is increasing. Where my faith falters, I trust that Jesus will strengthen me.

When I woke up this morning to more pain I was feeling very discouraged. I let my emotions surface and cried for awhile. Then I let Jesus show me my fear. It wasn’t fear of pain or fear of damage to the truth. All that can be dealt with. It was fear that I cannot, will not do this, will not allow the miracle of love to heal me. It is the fear that the truth is not true and today will be the day I prove that.

It felt like I would be personally responsible for not saving the world. Rather than being the light of the world, I would be the darkness that forever overwhelmed the light. I saw that, recognized it as more ego guilt resulting from asking the ego what this meant, and then I did the Rules for Decision to undo it. Thank you Jesus for that wonderful process. Regardless of how this situation turns out, now I know that I could not be guilty.

LaHo-Chi Prayer

Divine Source Mother, Father, God, we call ourselves
forward into the Light. We call for a clearing. We call for
the illuminate radiant form of our souls, through the Light
of the Christ and the Holy Spirit, to guide, direct, and take
us into the spiritual heart of God; and to bring forth the joy,
the peace, and the loving, within ourselves individually and
together.

We call forth the co-operative Spirit of Unity, the Light,
Love and Wisdom of the LaHo-Chi, the LaHo-Chi Master,
the Angels of Pure Consciousness, and all beings of the Light
of the highest, to assist us individually and together. We
call forth the healing and that which is our next step in
spiritual growth for our highest good.

We give thanks to the Holy Spirit for our transmutation
and transformation through the Divine Light.

We give thanks for perfect alignment within our spirit, soul,
and personality. We come together in one unifying energy as
one heart, one mind, and one Light. Amen, Amen, Amen.

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