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XI. The Test of Truth, P 15
15 The power of God, from which they both arise, is yours as surely as it is His. You think you know Him not, only because, alone, it is impossible to know Him. Yet see the mighty works that He will do through you, and you must be convinced you did them through Him. It is impossible to deny the Source of effects so powerful they could not be of you. Leave room for Him, and you will find yourself so filled with power that nothing will prevail against your peace. And this will be the test by which you recognize that you have understood.
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“Yet see the mighty works that He will do through you, and you must be convinced you did them through Him.” I have helped people, uplifted people, brought people to a new understanding of God, even guided someone out of a suicide pact. I myself have risen from a hostile, fearful and depressed person to someone who is peaceful and happy more than not. And none of that could have possibly come from me. It could only have come through me, by a power not of me. There is nothing about me as Myron that could do any of that.
I sit here in the stillness asking for clarity and for words, and suddenly I am writing. Sometimes as I write, I gain the clarity I asked for. Sometimes it is in me in a flash. Sometimes I write something that is lovely. Nothing I wrote before I learned to listen was good, helpful or lovely. There was nothing noteworthy about it. Where did the words come from? Not from me, but from God through me. It makes me cry when I think about it.
I have had physical healings that defy logic as we know it. I have had emotional healings that occur in a blink of an eye, where I go from fear or intense guilt to complete and unfathomable peace. How did that happen? Where did it come from? Not from Myron, that’s for sure. It came through me from God. Jesus says this: “It is impossible to deny the Source of effects so powerful they could not be of you.” I see how true this is.
In spite of almost daily proof of God working through me, sometimes in quiet, barely discernable ways, and other times in startling ways, I still doubt myself and thus doubt my Creator, the Source of this power. There are times when I feel like a fraud because while all of this is true sometimes, other times I feel afraid and weak and vulnerable. I cringe to say that I am a channel for miracles. I hardly feel worthy. And I sigh to realize that I am far more comfortable playing small.
But then I read what Jesus wrote next. “Leave room for Him, and you will find yourself so filled with power that nothing will prevail against your peace.” I am stunned by this statement. All I have to do is leave room for Him. Leave room. This must surely be that I am to turn aside from the ego’s false humility and simply accept that I belong to God and that He wants me to understand and He wants perfect peace for me. It is through His power in me that I will know this peace.
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XI. The Test of Truth, P 14
14 If you want peace you must abandon the teacher of attack. The Teacher of peace will never abandon you. You can desert Him but He will never reciprocate, for His faith in you is His understanding. It is as firm as is His faith in His Creator, and He knows that faith in His Creator must encompass faith in His creation. In this consistency lies His holiness which He cannot abandon, for it is not His Will to do so. With your perfection ever in His sight, He gives the gift of peace to everyone who perceives the need for peace, and who would have it. Make way for peace, and it will come. For understanding is in you, and from it peace must come.
Journal
The ego is the teacher of attack. When you consider that defense is a form of attack, it is easy to see that most of us choose the teacher of attack often. If you wonder how defending yourself is an attack, consider this. If you defend yourself, who are you defending against? It must be someone else and this is an attack on your wholeness, on your holiness. Defense needs that little gap between parts of our self. Closing that gap is our purpose here and we won’t close it if we think we need it.
I am so very grateful to God for giving us the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit knows we are confused, but sees only our holiness. There is nothing we can say, do, or think that will in any way affect the Holy Spirit’s faith in us. His faith in us is as strong and unwavering as His faith in God. He offers us peace, and the only cost is our unrestrained acceptance.
I want to be like the Holy Spirit. I want to see my brother’s confusion, but know that it is only confusion and not sin. I want to see past the body to the spirit within. I want to understand his error without believing in its reality. I want to express my wholehearted faith in him as he exists in God, not as he imagines himself in ego. I pray that I never confuse what I see in the world with what is real. In this way, I will make way for peace, and it will come.
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XI. The Test of Truth, P 13
13 Only those who recognize they cannot know unless the effects of understanding are with them, can really learn at all. For this it must be peace they want, and nothing else. Whenever you think you know, peace will depart from you, because you have abandoned the Teacher of peace. Whenever you fully realize that you know not, peace will return, for you will have invited Him to do so by abandoning the ego on behalf of Him. Call not upon the ego for anything; it is only this that you need do. The Holy Spirit will, of Himself, fill every mind that so makes room for Him.
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This morning I experienced the effects of believing I know and the effects of not knowing all in the same meditation. This was helpful because it helped me to understand what Jesus is telling us here. Here is how it came about. I made a suggestion to someone and later began to doubt my helpfulness. I remembered having this little nudge to silence and ignoring it.
That was the moment that I listened to ego telling me I knew something. Since that happened, I have been feeling some anxiety about it. And this morning when I sat down for my meditation, I began to cry and I knew something was going to come up for me to look at with Holy Spirit. As I cried, I waited to see what it would be and it was this incident of acting on my own rather than following direction.
I let the emotion play out and then I said, “Here I am, Lord.” I was ready to surrender to the “I don’t know.” How could I know what was best for anyone? Yes, I could have asked before I spoke, and the sane part of the mind was trying to nudge me in that direction but I thought I knew. I lost my peace and it was the loss of peace that alerted me that a correction was needed. I had already done this thing, but not all was lost.
I asked the Holy Spirit to undo what I had done. I stopped feeling guilty because I knew the Holy Spirit would undo all the consequences of my wrong decision if I would let Him. And I wanted Him to do so. It is the most amazing thing that the effects of my error will be undone for me. I could not possibly do that without the Holy Spirit. Not that I don’t hear the ego suggesting that I can somehow fix this, but I am sane again and so I am ignoring the ego. I pray that I never call on the ego for anything again.
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XI. The Test of Truth, P 12
12 Those who remember always that they know nothing, and who have become willing to learn everything, will learn it. But whenever they trust themselves, they will not learn. They have destroyed their motivation for learning by thinking they already know. Think not you understand anything until you pass the test of perfect peace, for peace and understanding go together and never can be found alone. Each brings the other with it, for it is the law of God they be not separate. They are cause and effect, each to the other, so where one is absent the other cannot be.
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Jesus says that we can’t be enlightened about something if we think we already understand it. It is like the cup that is filled. If you try to add more, it just spills over the top. Anyway, who is interested in learning if they think they already know? So, how do I know that I actually understand? Jesus says the test is perfect peace.
Peace and understanding go together. Understanding brings peace and peace brings understanding. I want to know how this works in my life and so I asked Holy Spirit for an example. This is what He gave me.
When I first started studying the Rules of Decision, I tried to use them to solve my problems. At first, I would only get partial success and so my peace was not perfect. This was because my understanding of the rules was not perfect. If I had been unwilling to accept that I did not fully understand this process, then I would have just given up.
Because the only thing I know for sure is that I don’t really know anything, I was willing to be taught. I would ask for clarity and then I would practice. When I still had not received perfect peace, I would go back over them asking for more clarity. I did this until doing the rules for decision with a problem, brought me to perfect peace.
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XI. The Test of Truth, P 11
11 God’s Son will always be indivisible. As we are held as one in God, so do we learn as one in Him. God’s Teacher is as like to His Creator as is His Son, and through His Teacher does God proclaim His Oneness and His Son’s. Listen in silence, and do not raise your voice against Him. For He teaches the miracle of oneness, and before His lesson division disappears. Teach like Him here, and you will remember that you have always created like your Father. The miracle of creation has never ceased, having the holy stamp of immortality upon it. This is the Will of God for all creation, and all creation joins in willing this.
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We are always indivisible, always one with each other. I like the next part of that message. “We learn as one in Him”. As I learn, so do you. As you learn, so do I. When I think of us a pure Thought in the Mind of God, this is easy to understand, though of course, as pure Thought in the Mind of God, there is nothing to learn because all is known. But thinking of myself as Thought rather than flesh and bone, I can envision oneness and I can grasp the idea that we learn as one.
Not only are we all one with each other, we are one with God and this is what the Holy Spirit is teaching us. Here is another interesting sentence. “Listen in silence, and do not raise your voice against Him.” And so I quiet my mind from time to time during the day, letting Him teach me. And when I am confused, I wait in silence for clarification. But do I ever raise my voice against His?
I think of Rules for Decision. Something happens and I react to it. How do I know how to react? Very quickly, so quickly I am able to hide it from myself, I ask either Holy Spirit or ego what the situation means. Sometimes, I choose to hear the ego and this is when I raise “my” voice against His.
When this happens, I am acting from the ego mind and the voice I raise is my ego voice. If I am more sane than insane in the moment, I will quickly notice what happened and choose again and sanity is quickly restored. Sometimes, though, I believe what I hear from ego and let insanity run amuck for awhile, and then I have to take more steps to quiet the ego voice.
If I choose to listen to the Holy Spirit, He will teach me the miracle of oneness. It will always be some form of love, and this lesson learned will be what I teach. I will be a miracle worker here, and being a miracle worker, I will remember that I am a creator, always have been and still am that. We are creators with and like our Father. It is His Will and our will as well.
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XI. The Test of Truth, P 10
10 He Who has freed you from the past would teach you are free of it. He would but have you accept His accomplishments as yours, because He did them for you. And because He did, they are yours. He has made you free of what you made. You can deny Him, but you cannot call on Him in vain. He always gives His gifts in place of yours. He would establish His bright teaching so firmly in your mind, that no dark lesson of guilt can abide in what He has established as holy by His Presence. Thank God that He is there and works through you. And all His works are yours. He offers you a miracle with every one you let Him do through you.
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We are aware of only the past because that is all that is happening here, the past being replayed so that we can experience it again and make new choices. The new choice we can make is to accept the Holy Spirit’s accomplishments as our own. He has freed us from the past, and to know that freedom we only have to accept it.
Last night I had trouble sleeping. I had a choice. I could lay there tossing and turning and wishing I could sleep, or I could ask the Holy Spirit for His gift. I didn’t know what that gift would be. Would I fall asleep or would it be a different gift? As it turned out, it was a different gift. He showed me how to see the situation differently.
I got up and did work until I was sleepy and I spared barely a moment worrying about how I should be sleeping and what that would mean to me the next day. I did go to sleep eventually and I woke up just fine, and feel good. The Holy Spirit was teaching me to turn to Him in all things. He was also teaching me that the body is not independent of my thoughts. It is not creative and cannot be tired without my belief that it can. These were lessons worth staying up for.
No matter what seems to be happening in my life, if I am not in perfect peace, there is another way to see it. The Holy Spirit is teaching me to always ask for that vision. My growing willingness to accept His gifts in every circumstance is preparing my mind to be a conduit of miracles for everyone. This is helping the entire Sonship to awaken. He is in me and works through me, and I am thankful for that.
“He would establish His bright teaching so firmly in your mind, that no dark lesson of guilt can abide in what He has established as holy by His Presence.” Yes, God! Thank you, God!
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XI. The Test of Truth, P 9
9 Do you think that what the Holy Spirit would have you give, He would withhold from you? You have no problems that He cannot solve by offering you a miracle. Miracles are for you. And every fear or pain or trial you have has been undone. He has brought all of them to light, having accepted them instead of you, and recognized they never were. There are no dark lessons He has not already lightened for you. The lessons you would teach yourself He has corrected already. They do not exist in His Mind at all. For the past binds Him not, and therefore binds not you. He does not see time as you do. And each miracle He offers you corrects your use of time, and makes it His.
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This paragraph brought tears to my eyes. All my problems have been solved. I know. There is a lesson that talks about that, and yes, I have done the lesson (Lesson 80). But somehow, this morning I just get it. This is the function God gave the Holy Spirit. He has already solved all problems for us. Now we only need to accept His solution, which is a miracle. “Miracles are for you”, Jesus says. Thank you, God.
He goes on to say that every fear or pain or trial we have ever had has been undone. He did this by recognizing that they never were. All my dark lessons have been brought to the light. This made me stop and think about some of them. My most stubborn expression of fear is my fear of heights. I often wonder if I will ever be able to give up that fear. And yet, it has already been done. The Holy Spirit did it for me. I exist without that fear. When will I accept His gift? When will I accept the self that exists without the fear of heights? I don’t know. When I do, I suppose.
Jesus tells us this about the Holy Spirit. He says that our errors do not exist in His Mind at all, which means that they do not exist in my mind. Right now, right in this moment, I exist in a state of complete innocence. I can accept that self if I want to. The past does not bind the Holy Spirit. He knows me without a past in which I seem to have sinned.
Because it does not bind Him, it does not bind me either. I can know myself as one who has never erred. I don’t have to wait for any of this. It is done. I have a hard time understanding how this could be because I see time differently than the Holy Spirit. It feels linear to me, and to Him, it doesn’t exist at all. Through the miracles, He offers me He is correcting my use of time. I am learning to use time for miracles and rather than to extend the illusion so that I can see that there is no time.
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