Realizing God's Will Is Oneness

Forgiveness

Forgiveness.  May I live in it forever, free of judgment and guilt.  May I share its bounty with others.  May I always look on the face of love and peace and truth, free of chains that bind my mind to the slavery of ego.  I forgive myself for making fear real and present.  I forgive myself for making a world of danger and pain, death and sorrow, all to convince myself that it is real and I can be separate from God, from Oneness.

So much suffering, so much guilt.  It surrounds me.  Figures in the world lash out at one another in almost constant strife.  Inflicting pain from pain.  Seeing pain from pain with body eyes and body minds.  Where does it end?  It ends only with me.  I end it by turning to Holy Spirit for the truth of forgiveness for the world.  This is my job, my function and purpose, to turn to Holy Spirit and bring an end to the world of pain and guilt.  I take responsibility for making this world I see.  I take respsonsibility for forgiving with Holy Spirit and letting it go.  I let it all go back to where it came from, an idea in my mind that I thought in my fear was real.  I speculated such things could be and was tempted to think my speculation real.  But it never was.  Only I can see this for myself.  Only I can see it never was.  Only I can see this with Holy Spirit.  Only I can let it go and rejoin my Oneness awareness, my reality, my true life.

My true life is not fear or suffering, looking upon or experiencing it, or attempting to think it separates me from others in the world.  When I think I see terrorism, death, torture, disease, starvation, war, attrocities, and the list goes on, I see the speculation from my own mind that this can be.  This cannot be for this is not of God.  This is only illusion and delusion of what can be.  Where does it end?  It ends with me.  As I take my part in asking to see forgiveness as it is, and believing in truth instead of falsity, I bring it to an end.  I start and end with my Self.

Holy Spirit helps me see with new eyes what is real.  They are new to me and yet are already part of me.  When I see through Holy Spirit’s eyes, I see through my own true eyes the truth of what is.  Truth requires true eyes - the eyes of the One Self.  Holy Spirit shows me this perception.  I end all seeming strife when I see there is no strife.  There is no war, no struggle, no pain.  We are all guiltless, all innocent.  We seeming bodies, projections of fear, are all caught in the ego web of delusion and nothing else - we are not sinners and not evil.  Where does it all end?  It ends with me.

I end it all with my willingness to be released, to see differently, to let it go.  I give all body vision and perception to Holy Spirit.  I am willing to affirm in my mind the unreality of the world and the reality of Oneness with God as Holy Spirit guides me.  It is only Holy Spirit’s help that allows me to see the world as nothing, not existing.  The strife ends because it never was.  I live in this, the truth of what is, for an instant.  The dream ends for an instant and I see the truth in a way I haven’t before.  The ego mind is constantly tempting me to see otherwise.  Sometimes, mostly, I succomb, sometimes I don’t.  I can forgive myself for succombing and forgetting truth.  I ask again and again for help to see the truth because it is my responsibility to ask.  I ask as often as I need and remember to do so.  And in this am I healing from the delusion surely and completely. 

I heal in the way directed by Holy Spirit for the highest good, for God’s Will, of which I am part.  The dream ends with my willingness to ask that it end and trust the ending to God and the healing authority of the Holy Spirit, who acts only for God’s Will.  In my forgiveness of all the dream of separation lies my safety and my rest.  The ending of the dream of strife allows deep and peaceful rest in the arms of God.  Free of all dreams of strugggle, we rest in peace and love.  Free of all dreams of burdens, we rest without care.  The dream journey has ended and we rest in the joy of truth.

We experience moments of this rest as we give ourselves over to Holy Spirit.  This encourages us to continue for the end is in sight.  We find the energy and willingness to ask anew when we succomb to the burden of temptation.  We ask and receive guidance and healing again and again until this is our only joy, our only reality.  In this we see we are not alone, but we are one, one with all God’s creation.  We share with God’s creation our joy in laying down the burden of illusion we thought we carried.  We share the joy of our rest in God’s Will where we are one.  We see we share all that is with God.  We see we are one for we are one.  We see forgiveness was our tool to see this truth, but forgiveness never was because there was no need for it except in the dream.  There was no need, but we didn’t see that.  We saw falsely with body eyes what wasn’t was, but we forgave and moved on.  We ended the dream that we thought served us.

We thank the one who ended the dream, the one who saw the truth.  We thank the one who asked for the dream to end and who listened to the answer.  We thank the one for this gift.

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